If only i was there

Yesterday night while i was revising my biology,my sis told me that our dog Baby passed away in our Bukit Mertajam house. I was aware that he is sick but i thought everything is going to be okie since sis called the vet and the vet say that he's fine. I never expect thing happen especially during the night before my final paper.To be honest me and Baby not really that close cos i sort of hate him for keep on biting my leg every time he sees me.But somehow when i heard that news, tears drop and my heart hurts like being cut by a knife.

I just couldn't sleep.The moment when mom first bring him back to our house keep playing in my mind.I still remember he was like a guinea pig size when i first saw him. His fluffy fur and cute tails really make him so special.I even ask dad to buy some wood to build him a house.

In order to get rid of my sadness,I've decided to go out to have lunch with my family. Everything goes well until when i reach home, i saw my neighbour dog who look similar to Baby and once again the sorrow started to fill my heart.That moment i hate myself for not be there when he needed me.I don't even have the chance to say goodbye to him for the last.If only i was there to take good care of him so that this thing won't happen.I hate the irresponsible me!Sorry.........MAY YOU REST IN PEACE